this is all i have left to say.


michael.

michael tapped into, and exploited, the very fact that long distance relationships are hard to begin with.

[my hand is shaking.]




michael won, over me... over us.... over you.
we lost, dearest.


we lost. because you let him (w)in.


he stole you, the very person i love, from me.
and i was stuck here and couldn't do a damn thing about it.


fuck fairness.


you want to talk fair. here's what is fair:

i loved and cared for you so much. i let so much of myself self-destruct.
so you could cry to me now,
and tell me, that it's not fair to hear it now..


when in truth.
this is the first time you opened your eyes to see it.


what's even more fair.
is that i would still take you in. any day, any moment.
because you're still the one that matters to me the most.

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i wish... i want so badly for you to like me again.

but .. now.. everything is vile
rotten..
perverted.
spoiled.


i could never make love to you again.. not the same way..
because he FUCKEd you.

mercilessly, to control you.


and now.. there is nothing.
nothing.
nothing.
nothing.nothing.nothing.nothing.


there is only our lives.
without each other.



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